Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @9:18 AM
damn it. someone shoot me.
nothing i say or do is right ok? lets leave at that then. i'm in the wrong. AGAIN. nevermind i'm used to it.
everyone has bad days and everyone can be tired. but not everyone has insane training schedules.
you can shut up and observe yes. but at least say something please?
you know what my problem is? i can't stand what is happening to our friendship which i hold so close to my heart. its like totally falling apart, through my hands and to me it seems like i'm just helplessly standing there and there is nothing i can do to help save it. i want to save it. obviously i do, its just that i'm at a total lost as to what to do. but i do know that i am NOT about to give it up. like i said, its too precious.
fine i know if you didn't care, you wouldn't call, ask how my day was, tag etc. but the past few days, if i remember correctly i have been the one doing all those things. tells you something doesn't it? I DO CARE TOO.
oh god i swear someone just shoot me.